Lily G.

a few things

2005-06-16T18:01:14Z

1. i LOVE bloc party. that was one of the best shows i've been to in awhile. ahhhhh so worth the free tickets. haha.

2. i am so awkward. i need to work on that. i think too much about if people i know are hello-worthy or just the people with whom you exchange smiles. i think i should definitely say hi to this one person, but i only smile at him now and he probably thinks i am really cold. i think it would be weird though if now i started to say hi. i also overanalyze. that too makes things awky awkward.

3. i am a bitch. i have terrible timing.

4. i am really tired. 4 hours of sleep can't cut it anymore. laura said last night as we were driving back from nyc "this feels like high school." i said "what does? being sober and awake at 4 am?" yep. i may pull the george constanza now and nap under my desk.

this looks like fun

2005-04-06T03:00:28Z

A- Age [20]
B- Band Listening to right now [aqueduct]
C- Crush [you know, he knows]
D- Dad's Name [Jim]
E- Easiest person to talk to [Maya, lately]
F- Favorite band at the moment [Bloc Party]
G- Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms [worms! sour! blue and red!]
H- Hometown [SF]
I- Instruments [i've dabbled in piano and guitar]
K- Kids [I like them, I want them, eventually, also the name of a good song by the Management]
L- Longest car ride [my dad and i drove across country and back once]
M- Mom's name [Barbara June, but she goes by B. June]
N- Nicknames [Lily is my nickname technically, Lils, Gilly, L Dawg, Gedz]
O- One wish [the one I make at 11:11]
P- Phobias [falling on concrete and losing my teeth, spiders, alligators, religious fanatics]
Q- Favorite Quote [too hard, check my facebook]
R- Reason to smile [Sunday's chat]
S- Song you sang last [Since U Been Gone]
T- Time you woke up [7:50]
U- Unknown Fact about me [I don't have many secrets]
V- Veg. You hate [GREEN PEPPERS!!! AHH! THE BANE OF MY EXISTENCE!]
W- Worst Habit [spending too much time online.. oh hey}
X- X rays [dentist only.. i've never broken any bones.. oh, i think they x-rayed my lungs once... could that be?]
Y- Yummy Food [bagels with lox]
Z- Zodiac Sign [Pisces... apparently that's why I'm so emotional]

luxthestonefox @ 2005-02-28T00:06:00

2005-02-28T05:06:00Z

as much as i support the "cause" of peace, i think i create conflict. maybe i should just learn to let some stuff go.

i love the smell of smoke lingering on my clothes

2005-02-13T07:01:10Z

on nights like these i am so glad i go to school in the "country." i guess i really am a tree-hugger at heart.

luxthestonefox @ 2005-01-01T12:55:00

2005-01-02T09:04:08Z

two in one day!

i am glowing.

and i am such a dork.

ok goodnight.

ps. sara is here! HOORAY!

luxthestonefox @ 2004-12-26T11:04:00

2004-12-26T19:07:14Z

i hope everyone had a merry christmas! you will see evidence of my favorite christmas present either here or on facebook or both.

i ate so much brie yesterday that i never want to eat brie again. i also slept til 12:30 today which was the latest i have slept in a long time. also, i had a really weird dream last night that involved a D in microeconomics, the boy with the perfect nose and a surprise birthday party pour moi!

i don't get it. at all.

home in 4 days.

some random thoughts and observations:

2004-09-27T02:21:05Z

i think i have come to the conclusion that testing my wasabi limits is my favorite pastime.

last night we met a squirrel monkey downtown named JT.

i got really nostalgic about an hour ago. i was watching silent films for a class, which were great, but the lack of a dialogue to follow also led my mind to wander. i started missing really odd things, and not even recent things i've left behind like the relics of summer, but for some reason the german deli that closed a few years near my house popped into my mind, as well as my living room floor, and the smell of the elevators at work this summer. i miss people. i need to make a lot of phone calls, write some emails, and get in my car.

now to make matters so much worse (or maybe better), i am listening to my summer 2004 mix. yeah.

oh by the by, listen to my radio show "something pertaining to ligers" on tuesday mornings, starting this here tuesday, from 8-10 am.

it is now time for me to again question my intelligence as i delve into my government work.

it's damn good to be back...

2004-09-08T01:36:32Z

this year is great so far.

SCOOP was amazing. i've found such great friends amongst the other peer advisors and quite a few of the freshmen.

i'm in a clean well-lit dorm with the majority of my closest friends.

the new york times is free for skidmore students every single day.

there is new organic coffee in the cafe.

my single is making me so happy. i am quite proud of my decorating, but there is still work to be done.

i am a little nervous for classes to begin, but it will all be okay.

time to check on my laundry.

luxthestonefox @ 2004-09-02T08:44:00

2004-09-02T12:48:08Z

LJ House Party by fayray

Username

The DJ

holyerthanthou

The Drunk

memoryanddesire

The Hottie

adldasboy

The Wallflower

ouchmyhead

The Player

xfrostix

The Gambler

party0nmars

The Horny One

abonanza

The Crasher

hulahoopwounds_

The Love Interest

special_kay

How many people got laid

Chances the party will be a sucess: 75%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

this makes me laugh in oh so many ways.

scoop is going wonderfully. the first trip was a blast. i wish i had done wilderness as a freshmen, but oh well, it was awesome leading them on wilderness. we're heading back to sagamore today. i am doing lodging, along with the peer advisors ariella, nick, sam, anna, jess, adam, and lindsey. we're all going to sleep in the lean to. i did that the first night before we ventured off into the wilderness and i got elbowed in the bladder and the boob, nick's ass on my face, and 45 minutes of sleep. i can't wait to do it all again.

i need to pack my stuff.

ciao.

ps. sara, i am going to try to call you today, but if i do not, anna, our RA, said you can only move in early if you talk to res life. she doesn't have the keys and can't make that decision.

luxthestonefox @ 2004-08-27T01:15:00

2004-08-27T05:16:53Z

my new room is fucking awesome. i am still waiting for my posters to arrive, but this room just rocks. and it is all MINE!

SCOOP is going to be a blast. tonight was really fun. i am going to bed.

itchy!!

2004-08-22T02:24:00Z

this morning my dad and i decided to take a run in the marshlands in rye. it was gorgeous, running at 9 on a path lined with purple wildflowers looking out onto the long island sound and smelling salt. the bugs seemed to like the spot too. as we ran through one densely green area, my legs were eaten like candy. the attack made me run faster, but i was wounded and left with 23 bites.

today is the only day i wish the world had more spiders. unite little buggers to catch and kill all the mosquitoes!

other than that, family here and ny itself are wonderful. i do miss california and its inhabitants already though!

i am in a very loving mood

2004-08-19T08:17:23Z

i love san francisco. i love the tamarind candies that we finally found in greater quantity than the few that usually accompany the bill at thai restaurants. i love amoeba records. i love kitaro sushi. i love independent movie theatres. i loved garden state. i love the shins. i love coincidences. i love that parker is now a friendly acquaintance of mine. i love hanging out with holly. i love that holly put up with two "office socials" of mine. i love pacifico. i love writing really obnoxious livejournal entries.

goodnight!

one more day in sf :( /:)

luxthestonefox @ 2004-08-10T22:10:00

2004-08-11T05:14:09Z

i am such a klutz. i am a little accident prone at times, but last night i tripped and fell twice in a 20 minute time frame going through yerba buena gardens and 15 minutes later walking to our seats in the theatre. both times i was walking with cameron, a bard college junior with whom i work. never before had i experienced the crush-induced klutziness so popularized by teen idols like hilary duff, but there i went... down to the ground... twice.

luxthestonefox @ 2004-07-18T22:40:00

2004-07-19T05:49:09Z

*The \\*
Last Cigarette:	last night
Last Alcoholic Drink:	last night
Last Car Ride:	tonight
Last Kiss:	too long ago...april?
Last Good Cry:	i can't remember
Last Library Book:	la nouvelle vague
Last book bought:	savage beauty: the bio of edna st vincent millay
Last Book Read:	middlesex, but i am almost done with tender is the night
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	fahrenheit 9/11
Last Movie Rented:	city of god
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	i probably said "fuck" within the last hour
Last Beverage Drank:	soy latte from java source
Last Food Consumed:	coconut curry chicken and noodles from java (not source)
Last Crush:	last and not current? my crushes rarely end. kevin, parker, max, ben, will...
Last Phone Call:	i don't know
Last TV Show Watched:	i don't really watch tv in the summer. i think i caught a few minutes of the simple life last week.
Last Time Showered:	this morning.. 10ish
Last Shoes Worn:	paul frank flip flops
Last CD Played:	the moon and antarctica
Last Item Bought:	vintage 49ers shirt at wasteland... it is so soft
Last Download:	i do not remember
Last Annoyance:	kicking a can of grape soda accidentally which then squirted on my feet
Last Disappointment:	sadly, my situation with boys is an ongoing disappointment
Last Soda Drank:	probably the fresca chaser at holly's last weekend
Last Thing Written:	besides this, a to do list.
Last Key Used:	.
Last Words Spoken:	goodnight
Last Sleep:	last night
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	peanut butter cup with tessie from work... that was our lunch on friday
Last Chair Sat In:	this one.. ikea's finest
Last Webpage Visited:	webmail.skidmore.edu
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why do i do such lame things like this survey?

i love modest mouse with all my heart. that was one of the best shows i have ever been to and we were right in front of the stage and i have a HOT t-shirt to commemorate the event too.

deb is coming to CA this week! hoorah!

i am going to finish tender is the night NOW.

luxthestonefox @ 2004-07-01T22:54:00

2004-07-02T06:04:37Z

there is this man named ben who is the boss of my bosses. he is adorable. he is the reason i couldn't say no to going on the camping trip this weekend. how could i refuse such a beautiful face urging me to spend the weekend with him? so today we got paychecks again (yay!) and alana, one of the directors in my office, told me mine was the only one with a note on it. the note reads" "hey lily. - ben"

i see a great future for the two of us.

so i'll be departing for this camping trip tomorrow and will return sunday afternoon. have a great weekend friends and fellow americans. perhaps everyone who has not yet seen fahrenheit 9/11 should do so to celebrate the 4th of july.

new topic: i was moved to a single in wiecking on the 2nd floor! i was really looking forward to living with cait, but i am quite excited for this room.

in other news, happy birthday laura!

luxthestonefox @ 2004-06-30T23:24:00

2004-07-01T06:28:11Z

if i were as stupid as you are, i think i would kill myself.

:)

2004-06-28T03:11:13Z

today was awesome.

thanks holly!

2004-06-22T04:40:10Z

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::	the shins
Are you female or male::	girl inform me
Describe yourself::	girl on the wing
How do some people feel about you::	caring is creepy
How do you feel about yourself::	pressed in a book
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend::	kissing the lipless
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend::	the celibate life
Describe where you want to be::	fighting in a sack
Describe what you want to be::	pink bullets
Describe how you live::	turn a square
Describe how you love::	so says i
Share a few words of wisdom::	know your onion!

Bands // Song Titles brought to you by BZOINK!

luxthestonefox @ 2004-06-19T23:58:00

2004-06-20T07:11:26Z

i am still really angry about yesterday, but taking today off work made me feel a bit better. today was fun. we did some odd stuff and i felt like a middle school aged boy a few times, but it was cool.

holly and i started our day of fun with subs. how else? then we went to toys r us and bought skateboards! they are matching too! then we went to the craft store on geary where i bought thread for friendship bracelets. we decided after that we hadn't been to stonestown in ages, so we drove over there. we fell in love with a really hot guy working at hot topic. too bad he works at hot topic. later in the day we saw dodgeball. it was kind of silly, but still entertaining. i love ben stiller and vince vaughan and justin long.

i got emails today from two of my favorite people, which also made me smile.

but now that the day is ending, i am getting upset again. i am freaking out about life without an ID. how do i go to the hella show? how do i go to popscene? but mainly, i am sad that tomorrow will be the first father's day away from my dad and that when i call him i have to tell him that i irresponsibly didn't watch my bag and now have lost the iPod he gave me for christmas. skdjfhjsdg!!! fuck fuck fuck.

part of me wants to get on a plane to my dad's this week and spend the summer there away from everything.

i had a weird, but good dream last night. i am going to go to sleep and hope that i have another good one. i need something to look forward to.

luxthestonefox @ 2004-06-09T21:16:00

2004-06-10T04:33:45Z

tonight life surprised me in the best way possible.

luxthestonefox @ 2004-06-07T22:55:00

2004-06-08T06:04:32Z

grrr..

that's all i have to say.

wtf mate?!

2004-06-03T19:53:17Z

what is with my dreams lately? petrovsky one night, berger last night. why are carrie bradshaw's ex-lovers filling my head when i sleep at night? i haven't even watched sex and the city in 3 days! i didn't really mind last night because i adore berger/ron livingston, but it's just weird.

i miss you, you, you, you and you.

luxthestonefox @ 2004-05-24T01:36:00

2004-05-24T08:51:16Z

so he's back from cambodia...

and i am back in california. not too much has changed in this city, but then again i haven't seen too much of it yet. i have seen some of my favorite people already, but there are still a few more i have to get my hands on... in a strictly friendly way.

it didn't feel like i was really home until a few things were accomplished today: having a sub, buying music at amoeba, walking down 24th street and being at amc 1000. mean girls was an awesome movie.

today i bought 3 postcards of lombard street for my dear friend whom i greatly miss. he likes lombard street, except for "all the fucking flowers" that interfere with one's ability to drive down it.

tomorrow i am going to get my nails done, look for a job, and hope that a certain quasi-canadian calls me back! yeah, YOU, biotch!

isn't weird when you get to a point where you can't form complete images in your mind of the faces you spend so much time thinking about?

luxthestonefox @ 2004-05-19T21:48:00

2004-05-20T01:50:32Z

i am living in moore tonight.

i was going to stay with doug, but that was getting too complicated. now sara, dan and i are chillin, about to drink a bit.

putnam, lake george, campus, pope's = very lovely day.

luxthestonefox @ 2004-05-18T12:38:00

2004-05-18T16:38:32Z

the last few days have been nice. i've done lots of laundry, organized my closet, watched seasons 5 and 6 of sex and the city, sunbathed while reading, kayacked in wildlife sanctuary with my dad, and ate real food: grilled salmon, spicy peanut noodle salad, chicken and shrimp risotto, banana oatmeal bread, etc etc.

my dad and i are about to go out to lunch. i think the fam is seeing mean girls tonight. ha ha ha. i voted for troy, but i would like to see this silly movie.

i slept terribly last night. anxiety. i hate goodbyes. see you tomorrow at school.